Worries

Mar 31, 2014 09:51

I suppose I just can't enjoy being pregnant. I've definitely been more looking forward to the act of being a parent than the process of getting there, but as much as I try to calm down and just let every day go by, I find myself anxious a lot.

The circumstances of getting pregnant have left me both relieved and constantly worried that something will go wrong. I just want the next few months to be done with so that everything goes FINE and I don't have to worry about going into labour too early or something like that. I don't know why I'm so worried. I guess everything just seems so implausible that it's hard to believe the whole 9 months will go by without something bad happening. I just want to calm down, to stop worrying about every little twinge, to stop over thinking what my body is going through.

It's fine. Everything is fine.

But I still worry.
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