Oct 27, 2008 16:07
Mapquest gave me the wrong directions in my life recently, so i printed out some new ones and made some different turns and discovered I was back on track.
I've decided to give up the whole "friends only" thing since maybe 3 people i know are actively using livejournals. maybe some posts will be friends only, just so i can see them but i feel like anyone who actually wants to read this thing should be able to.
I'm really into associating certain tastes, smells, and songs to significant, or not so significant points in my life. I'm listening to "Why Georgia" (good song, played an appalling 135 times on itunes) and it put a smile on my face because I probably listened to this song 128 of the 135 times during Crazy for You, a good month of 2008 for me..everyone was together. Peanut butter and apple tastes like trinity, because that's what i ate everyday
I'm not really into a lot of distances I have right now. Obviously there's the significant distances, like the seven hours I am apart from my good Philly/Jersey friends (hi), but since I've been on vocal rest and absent from good old Palace i feel so far away. I guess it's because I was with them almost everyday since January and this sudden void. textings pretty cool but it wont replace seeing everyone at rehearsal.
NSMT. what a surprise, arrived just in time, life always pulls surprise parties like that for me. sometimes i have to just wait a little longer. it will be fun, hard work, but lots of fun too. started stretching out my legs for the scorpions.
going to the gym everyday is nice, i dont have to worry about motivation anymore, i just get up and go. it's made a difference, i've dropped ten pounds since the end of september, which is pretty awesome. I realized I have to stop worrying about how i look. I eat healthy and I go to the gym everyday, I think i'm ok. Yes, sometimes I eat a shitload of candy, but the sun will still rise and so will i..haha.
danielle's birthday is on saturday, meaning i've known her for ten years. ok, six and three months of which we hated each other, but it's still a pretty cool thing to me. we get in stupid fights that are mostly initiated by me, via text, but it always works out in the end and most of life's greatest memories come from being her friend so you go danielle, happy birthday..i'll still never get over that you had a monologue and i had one line in 1997's production of meet me in st. louis but i still care.
school's a pretty big deal, but not really. never thought i'd anticipate going to school, but i do. max and mcail obviously contribute to the overall coolness of going there, but i've befriended some great kids that i hope i develop a steadier relationship with. lots going on at central..lockdowns...blackouts..fights, nothing like trinity. i think it's finally the place for me. i like wearing sweats when i want to, even though mcail claims it's a little too often.
alright that's enough. not looking for comments, but if any of you have a live journal.friend me, i'd like to read.
love