Mar 05, 2010 19:09
jealousy is in the air!
and my life is weird again
a) weirdly im okay with these schools im NOT getting into. it's life, no jealousy whatever
b) jealousy for you, you say things and I die . not "omg dyingggg"..which is what i usually say when im laughing hard, but die like that feeling you get where your stomach turns and you feel upset? yeah. don't talk about other girls around me. it shouldnt make me angry but it does..
SO STOP! and tell somebody else
c)you make me iffy. I think i made a major mistake because it's keeping me awake..which is not good. I should be sleeping, because I get a total of four hours everynight, but instead I'm wishing what I did could be undone. Hopefully it won't make a huge ordeal..but it has all the potential to. Im sticking with you (because im made out of glue) however, and im not gonna play my "I like you..nah actually i dont think I do" game that every boy in my life gets to experience at some point in our relationship