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I give up.
Honestly-- I don't mean to be a bitch. I really don't. I try so hard to be happy and "oh this is no big deal" about things... but so many things have been building up. and The whole "pretend you're happy and you will be" thing.. it doesn't work. I've tried. and deep inside I still feel like screaming or crying.
I am sorry to whoever I've upset, frustrated, etc. I'm not sucking up. I mean it. I just.. dont know what to do, really. You guys are the only ones I feel comfortable venting too... or.. did.
Love you all times a zillion and one.
Honestly-- I don't mean to be a bitch. I really don't. I try so hard to be happy and "oh this is no big deal" about things... but so many things have been building up. and The whole "pretend you're happy and you will be" thing.. it doesn't work. I've tried. and deep inside I still feel like screaming or crying.
I am sorry to whoever I've upset, frustrated, etc. I'm not sucking up. I mean it. I just.. dont know what to do, really. You guys are the only ones I feel comfortable venting too... or.. did.
Love you all times a zillion and one.