Venting
YOU KNOW I HATE HAVING ONLY LIKE A COUPLE OF PEOPLE THAT I CAN TALK 2. IT SEEMS LIKE A LOT OF MY FRIENDS ARE SO FAKE!! I TOLD MY MOM ABOUT ONE TODAY AND SHE TELLS ME WHAT SHE THINKS I SHOULD DO BUT IT'S SO STUPID LIKE WHO WOULD DO THAT!!! WELL ANYWAY SOMEONE IS GONNA GET CONFRONTED (very subtly cause it's me we're talkin about) BUT ANYWAY AND TOLD EXACTLY WHAT I THINK OF HER. MAN YA KNOW I HATE THAT PEOPLE ONLY THINK OF ME AS LIKE "THE SMART ONE" AND YA KNOW I'M NOT EVEN THAT SMART, EVERYONE IS JUST AS SMART, I MEAN YOU KNOW HOW HARD I WORK JUST TO GET THOSE GRADES, I HAVE LIKE NERVOUS BREAKDOWNS SOMETIMES!!! YOU KNOW PEOPLE ALWAYS COMPLAIN HOW THERE LIFE IS HARD, I'M NOT SAYING MINE IS I'M JUST SAYING SHUT UP!!! LIFE IS GONNA GET BETTER. MOVE ON. THINGS HAPPEN TO EVERYBODY ELSE IN THIS WORLD SOMETIMES WAY WAY MORE TRAGIC THINGS THAN YOURS AND THEY DEAL WITH IT BETTER AND TRY TO FOCUS ON THE POSITIVE. I MEAN GEEZ HOW SELFISH CAN YOU GET. Now you all prob. think I'm a total hypocrite but I don't care. ANYWAYS I HOPE YOU ALL ARE HAPPY ESPECIALLY THOSE OF YOU WHO TAKE HAVING ME AS A FRIEND 4 GRANTED. I MEAN I TRY SO HARD TO BE NICE AND FRIENDLY TO EVERYONE (except those who truly annoy me, like certain people in my 2nd hour) AND THIS IS HOW I GET REPAYED BY GETTING IGNORED AND LEFT OUT. I JUST WISH I HAD....I DON'T KNOW I MEAN I'VE HAD THE SAME FRIENDS SINCE 4EVER, AND THAT'S GREAT BUT I WISH MORE PEOPLE THOUGHT OF ME AS A "NICE PERSON" I GUESS YOU COULD SAY. WHATEVER!! I'LL TTYL.
Lots of Luv,
Melissa
EDIT: SORRY I MEANT 3RD HOUR!! NOT 2ND, MY 2ND HOUR ROCKS!!