Nothing Was Ever This Hard

[musicaltears07]

yeah says:
just let me go, please
yeah says:
this is too much for me
yeah says:
too much to come back from
mmkay says:
i cant just let you go
yeah says:
you need to
yeah says:
otherwise im here against my will
yeah says:
do you understand?
mmkay says:
i guess
yeah says:
okay

and I've never been so hurt in my life.
Daddy can destroy family.
Best friend can die.
But nothing can hurt like this.
I had to. I can't stand being with you.

I can't look at myself and tell myself I'm with you without hating what I see.