...can i lay in your bed all day ill be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake...
its kinda funny, how when i wanted it the most, we lost it...I tried really hard becuz i have never wanted anything more than i wanted those 90 min
and we lost it, despite that i only wanted that game, nothing else. i just wanted it so bad
but now, i want the next one even more. and it scares me a bit, cuz out of everything i want it so bad.
and i think i needed to lose that one, becuz i realized something important. I would be nowhere without them. the team. When i fall, they bring me up, they give me support, more than i could have ever asked.
its kinda funny how a soccer game can make you mad, cry, scream, laugh, smile, do stupid things, make you want to give it all up for a single moment. Its also kinda weird how once or twice in that game, when i dove for the ball, i was ready to give it all up. I was raedy to do whatever it took to have that ball in my hands. I never imagined i would be like this about a soccer ball, but it really meant everything to me those 90 min. I wanted it bad, so bad. But i want the next one even more.
and I'd give it all up for the next one too...
and we lost it, despite that i only wanted that game, nothing else. i just wanted it so bad
but now, i want the next one even more. and it scares me a bit, cuz out of everything i want it so bad.
and i think i needed to lose that one, becuz i realized something important. I would be nowhere without them. the team. When i fall, they bring me up, they give me support, more than i could have ever asked.
its kinda funny how a soccer game can make you mad, cry, scream, laugh, smile, do stupid things, make you want to give it all up for a single moment. Its also kinda weird how once or twice in that game, when i dove for the ball, i was ready to give it all up. I was raedy to do whatever it took to have that ball in my hands. I never imagined i would be like this about a soccer ball, but it really meant everything to me those 90 min. I wanted it bad, so bad. But i want the next one even more.
and I'd give it all up for the next one too...