Geez!
Can anyone say "failure"? Cuz that's what I am! I just have a feeling I am going to fail in my mission of getting my scholarship back at the end of this semester. I've been trying really hard all semester but I don't think it's going to pay off. All because I oversleep from staying up late doing homework and studying! It's a double edged sword! But I'm not going to give up. I can't. Scholarship or not, I still want to continue with my education. I need to graduate. I've talked to my parents and I told them this. Surprisingly they weren't bitter or negative towards me. They said they support me no matter what. They said they didn't say I had to stop going to school if I didn't get my scholarship back. I mean, my tuition is already being taken care of from loans and a University scholarship. Than my mom said I could stay here at DePauw or transfer somewhere cheaper in state. I could do that but I'd need to find a school that would transfer my credits cuz I don't want to start all over again and feel that I've wasted two years. But then, what school would look at me with the grades I have? Maybe I'm just better off staying here. I don't know. I just hate worrying about this. But that's life! My life to be exact and I need to make it a great one. I guess me worrying is a good thing right?