Unlimited....my future is unlimited...um, yay?

[musicalmaniac86]

For those few of you who still care, yes i am still alive. Very much alive and full of thought. It was mid-terms this week. Sonnet presentation (i kick ass @ VPS!), jazz across the floor and Newsies dance, quiz in on camera acting, sight singing exam (eek!!) and next week is theatre dance and tap. And since musical theatre is on a totally different schedule, my 2nd demo is in 2 weeks. Ballet final was just a class, and my acting scene goes up next week. I find myself sitting around thinking what the hell i'm doing in this place sometimes. I'm surrounded by this large groups of talented, driven people with their whole lives ahead of them. I start to doubt my talent. I know i am talented, but there is soooooooooooooooooo much to learn. I am truly becoming humble. I was talking to my mom today and i said i was scared. Don't get me wrong, i'm having the time of my life and i find my days full of challenging and interesting activity, but for the first time, i'm working my ass of for something that i want more than life itself. And the possibility of not getting that scares me.

Totally in love with my 2nd song though. "Gifts of Love" from the Bakers Wife (Go Stephen Schwartz!!) Neways, gotta finish my tea and song dossier so i can work on it again tomorrow!