life isnt ever easy..it takes work and a strong mind to survive
wow.....all i can say is that people hate themselves so much that they consider suicide. suicide is not an option in life.you kill yourself,your gone.people dont know how good they have it in life until they experience the shit people go through every day.i mean i have friends that have such loving families and they dont even know it.....until their family starts to fall apart. some people may never experience true pain.not the pain like a broken arm....no.... a much worse pain....the pain of never being able to walk up to some stranger and actually not be afraid they wont tell you,"your a fucking piece of shit fatass...you dont diserve to live....your just a worthless nothing,taking up food and supplies that others could use instead of you".you see people never really know how good things are until they are gone.they say they are poor when really they are wealthy....they dont notice,their friends are the best of the best...until those friends are all gone.get to know who your friends really are.look into their lives and see what THEY go through. maybe if you see what another person has then you will appreciate the things you have.this is directed towards no person.my personal experiences of going through every grade from the time i stepped into pre-school are real.i have not gone one year of school without being made fun of for how i look in my life.i know everyone experiences this but some people dont, and they dont know how it is to be made fun of every day of your life.i walk into school wondering "how is this day going to turn out....am i finally going to snap again like last year and end up fist fighting another person? am i going to go this entire day without being made fun of for once??" those two questions are what i ask myself every day.....why??? because I have to.i release all the stuff i get from school at home....it must be released somewhere...but you see,my family is the one's that get full blast of it. i cant take that anymore...so i keep it bottled up. everyone knows, a container can only hold so much pressure...then its gonna explode and possible hurt people or things around them.well.....i think im done talkin...i got what i wanted to say out. if you read this...take this advice and charish the friends and love you get from others.i take every compliment and keep it in my head to battle with the other comments that arent so good.do the same and you have no reason what-so-ever to want to die or hurt yourself.
kyle....
kyle....