Apr 26, 2006 19:06
List 10 things you want to say to 10 different people without saying their names.
1. I don't think you know how much you break my heart. I didn't know that a heart could be shattered so badly into shards that prick your insides, drain your energy, skewer all worthiness until you feel like you have none left. That's what you do to me, and you have no idea.
2. If it weren't for you, I'd be a goner. We're friends now and have been friends before we were born, we knew each other in the coexistence of all things that exist in that globular mass of the beforelife, we knew each other as a part of Brahma and as twinklings in the eyes of Adam and Eve. We'll be in the same city for college, we're always going to be together in some way.
3. When I heard you weren't coming to Boston for college, I died a little bit. I'm going to miss the life we could have had.
4. You are the friend I'd always prayed I'd have. I don't know what I'll do without you next year.
5. The fact that you're coming to be on the East Coast next year makes me excited and reminds me that I'm going to have to come down to Philly at least once a month.
6. I can't believe that you don't believe that you deserve everything you get. You've earned Brown, you've earned happiness, so ENJOY IT!
7. Why do I feel like you've drifted because what I'm going through scares you? Is that it?
8. I'm glad we're friends now :-D.
9. You're my Supertwin, and from now on, we're going to share our greatest adventures in the flesh :-D. I like that. A lot.
10. Even though I don't have the capacity to love you more than a friend, I think I'll end up loving you as a brother, as much as I possibly can. You were my first, and despite the circumstances, I'm glad we'll always be on good terms.