Apr 26, 2002 13:37
So I haven't written for a while but that is because I have gone through some devastation. I have this condition and sometimes it really interferes with my life. I have lost many a friend because of it...but I figure if you can't accept me for who I am....good and bad...then Fuck You anyway, nobody is without fault....I can deal with that but this "condition" has cost me a job. I couldn't stand the job anyways but still, it hurt !!!
On the bright side....I have now found a new job...and I LOVE IT !! I cannot believe the way people treat you here. I am however scared to death that I will screw this up.
Actually, things have been slowly getting better for me...I have a circle of people without whom I could never survive...to those of you "THANK YOU"...I couldn't have gotten through these past few weeks without your understanding and patience....you know who you are ... it is special people like you who make someone like me want to be out in the world again.
To those of you who have no sense of compassion and can only think about other people's problems in terms of how it affects YOU......well, life will leave you lonely and forgotten in the end.