Jun 10, 2007 02:23
it pretty much sums it up.
you look at pictures, you read. you see everything where your life would have been.
am i sad? NO.
do i miss it? at times.
is any of it bad? NO.
a random thought-- is whoopi a lesbian?
i just am happy.
i'm in a good place.
have i graduated? no.
am i close? eh.
do i want to graduate? yes.
do i have a plan? yes.
i always feel like i have to explain or prove myself. and no one really cares.
i'm trying to prove it to myself.
the apartment is a mess.
rae is gone.
i AM sad. but i AM happy.
and i love.
i love a lot.
and i can wait until it comes back on me tenfold.
OH WAIT>>>>>>>>>>>> it already has.