I know you are in a better place.................

Oct 11, 2007 22:27

On October 11th, 2007 at approx:  3:41 in the morning  my grandmother (mom's mother) passed away at the hospital in her home town of Lehigh Acres- She had many things wrong with her including OPD and Emphazyma - She was not getting enough oxygen to her legs-hands,etc. so she was turning different shades of purple, which caused her to be on morphine....The nurses said she only opened her eyes and communicated when she knew we were coming to see her --But because of stupid circumstances and misunderstandings between the NY brokers my mom works with, we were unable to hold her hand or be by her bed side in time...... Now we have to bury her in Missouri and we have to pay all the bills,etc....--  I was not as close to my grandma as I was with my grandpa but it makes me sad that I was not there to help her through the pain ....I feel guilty but realize it was not God's will for me to see her that way ..... -- I hope that she knows I did love her very much, even when she was stubborn or mean to me, I still loved her just the same..... She was a classy woman who was the most strong willed lady I will ever know ........
I know she is reuniting with my grandpa and they are listening to Big Band music and Frank Sinatra together------

R.I.P---Granny ---- (83 years old)

This week is going to be hectic but I want to do everything right for the ultimate perfectionist.....- I hope she enjoys my flute playing at the service also ---

We don't realize that life is so short and we should not waste it bickering or being secretive from the ones we love. We should be embracing them, even if they are not perfect or make many mistakes....--- Here is a quote for this day :

Associate yourself with men of good quality if you esteem your own reputation, for 'tis better to be alone than in bad company.
            -- George Washington
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