Random things
Some things never change and its sad....I am so glad I am out of here in a few days...I hope I am moving to out of state after this year...Im pretty much ready to leave everyone and everybody...with a few exceptions...
Today was wierd not having to get up but knowing its the first day of school! love it and hate...part of me wants to go back to the normal routine and go back to high school where everything is planned out for me! but the other part is ready to get out of here!!!
I hope this next year does something for me...just something bigger and better or different for me...Im ready for any change...a big change...bring it!!! I want it and I am ready!!! I need a change...I want a change that I will be proud of, and I can feel accomplished in some way.
I hate how things dont happen the way you planned or wished...or you didnt do things you wish you could have. Its sad kind of, because its not something you can take back or turn back time and actually do it..which in some cases, it may have been your last time to ever do it...
I feel lucky, but I feel shawdowed...I dont know! Im confused!
I am an even bigger emotional rollercoaster right now then I have ever been! I need help!
Today was wierd not having to get up but knowing its the first day of school! love it and hate...part of me wants to go back to the normal routine and go back to high school where everything is planned out for me! but the other part is ready to get out of here!!!
I hope this next year does something for me...just something bigger and better or different for me...Im ready for any change...a big change...bring it!!! I want it and I am ready!!! I need a change...I want a change that I will be proud of, and I can feel accomplished in some way.
I hate how things dont happen the way you planned or wished...or you didnt do things you wish you could have. Its sad kind of, because its not something you can take back or turn back time and actually do it..which in some cases, it may have been your last time to ever do it...
I feel lucky, but I feel shawdowed...I dont know! Im confused!
I am an even bigger emotional rollercoaster right now then I have ever been! I need help!