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[musicalactor]

I mean, what is it about me? Am I ugly? Is my personality bad? Am I just not a likeable person, or should I say dateable? I mean what is it? Why is it everytime I think something is going to happen, of course, it doesnt! I mean seriously, I wish people would stop saying how great of a person I am and all because it must not be true because if I was

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[pent]

I've been not-single...how many times? Once. For two months. It was the most horrendous "first boyfriend" experience I could ever have had. So that's invalid, since I've never had the opportunity to date anyone I actually have feelings for.

People tell me I'm a great person and whatnot. Some have been friends, some have been strangers, so I believe them. So I'm just convinced I haven't found someone else who's as great as I am (and who I'm attracted to at the same time). And maybe that's snotty, but whenever I find him, I'm going to be happier for it. In the meantime, I'm frustrated that there aren't better guys out there...but oh well, that's not saying something's wrong with me. I have an annoying knack for only being able to fall for self-professed straight guys, but that's ok. It just means I'm not looking to date girls with penises.

So calm down. Boys are "stupid"; they always have been. You just can't sweat about it. You can't look so hard, because good relationships just happen. You can't be disappointed by when they don't...or else you'll be disappointed all the time. Trust me. I know.