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I do not know what it is about this year, but even though it is Christmas Eve, it still has not hit me that it is Christmas or anything about it. I see all these lights and decorations, but I guess since i have seen them since Halloween (not my house, but out places) it just does not feel as special and stuff. And the sucks since this is my last real Christmas at home, for next year I will hopefully be in college. You think you should be happy knowing tomorrow is Christmas, but i don't. I feel like I have felt for a long time, unhappy and down.
I hope you all do not feel the same way I am feeling and have a wonderful Christmas!