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[musicalactor]

So I am in another depressed mood...whats new huh? I dont know what to do...not thinking about it doesnt help, trying not to let little things get to me doeesnt work, nothing is working. I just keep getting worse and worse. I just keep not liking life more and more. Everything is just ugh! I feel like I have no one, even though I know I do. I feel alone and empty. I am not happy and havent been for a long time. I feel like I dont deserve to be this depressed because I have nothing to really not hate or be mad about, but I am.

I hate writing these entries...but ugh I hate life!