the world is so odd.

Nov 12, 2006 06:25

I hate drama.
and the fact that the people who say they hate drama are the ones who always start it.
I hate how emotional I am, I have a very soft heart, and I get upset very easily, if I know someone is upset I worry, a lot more than I should, but I love my friends dearly and if anything ever happened to any of them I would feel responsible in a way, for not being enough.

I love how I'm a comma whore. :P

I just really feel that sometimes I'm not from this planet. I dunno I feel so different from other people. In the past few months I've really seen this terrible wave of self absorption, and just so much that I don't feel I can relate to. Maybe it's just seeing things in high school and being so much more (mentally) past that, I've always been around 3/5 years ahead of myself, but really sometimes I think I'm so strange compared to most people. I don't think or act the way they do and I don't understand why people base so much of their lives on things that don't really matter. I dunno.

I think I should be put in a jar and observed because I don't think I'm normal however, I love myself and wouldn't want to be any other way.
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