May 30, 2006 10:42
Sorry about the lack of post/info. I have been busy with lots of stuff, such as Conventions, work, and general stress.
I am in a current transition period in my life. I feel a lot of things spiritualy changing. And I need to account for all of this. My delving into this type of thing (hypnosis) is one of the things emerging as part of the new line of thought. Since my birthday in Feb. I have known something was going to change in my life in terms of my Kitsune spirit, my life in general, and my state of mind on a lot of things. And sadly, it has YET to happen. I can't understand why...well I can...but that is neither here nor there.
So, transition time...that is why I am kind of here but not really. Its frustrating, to have an idea of what should be happening, but you are afraid to do it because you don't wish to hurt or worry people around you. Ugh...it makes my feel heavy now just trying to think about it. I need to be refreshed, I need to let go, I need to explore more of myself since I have grown in the last years of college, but have not had the time to really understand it all, as it has been surpressed a bit in the last 2.5 years.
But anyway...still around, and still caring about all my new friends I am making here, so please, don't write me off as someone who is here and then gone...I am here...just...trying to stand.
^^Trance Fox