school
okay today was terrible ................. i mean absolutly horrible
i knew about 10 people out of 2,400 people and i sat alone at lunch
i knew one person in my frist class and then every other class i knew no one
they have block shecduling so everyday there are four classes the first class is the same evryday for me PE (drivers ed) and then either 3 even classes or 3 odd classes example 1,2,4,6 even days and 1,3,5,7 odd days and 4th and 5th period is lunch [there are 4 lunches] i have a lunch (1) on even days and d lunch (5) on odd days
all day i kept remembering cathedral and how i sort of took it for granteed (you dont know how good u have it until you lose everything and eat lunch alone)
i was so loney and i missed each and everyone of you seeing you all in the mornings and talking to you i just wanted to sit and cry because i missed everyone and i didnt know anyone and no one was interseted in talking to me
i have never felt like this in my whole life and i dont ever want to feel like this again
I HATE this new school i HATE knowing only selected people and i HATE that people didnt want to know me
right now i just want to end my life and get out of this misory and right now i think that it is the only way to get out of this
i knew about 10 people out of 2,400 people and i sat alone at lunch
i knew one person in my frist class and then every other class i knew no one
they have block shecduling so everyday there are four classes the first class is the same evryday for me PE (drivers ed) and then either 3 even classes or 3 odd classes example 1,2,4,6 even days and 1,3,5,7 odd days and 4th and 5th period is lunch [there are 4 lunches] i have a lunch (1) on even days and d lunch (5) on odd days
all day i kept remembering cathedral and how i sort of took it for granteed (you dont know how good u have it until you lose everything and eat lunch alone)
i was so loney and i missed each and everyone of you seeing you all in the mornings and talking to you i just wanted to sit and cry because i missed everyone and i didnt know anyone and no one was interseted in talking to me
i have never felt like this in my whole life and i dont ever want to feel like this again
I HATE this new school i HATE knowing only selected people and i HATE that people didnt want to know me
right now i just want to end my life and get out of this misory and right now i think that it is the only way to get out of this