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Its already Tuesday tomorrow and
thats sooo good cuz I want it to be Friday,
but the days are going by way too fast.
I've been marking down to the 27th everyday on my calender
and dkfjdkfji just wish SO much
somehow, i dont know how, but somehow
he didnt have to leave.
I don't want him to go.
I want him to be here with me when I need him
or when I want to see him.
Or when i miss him (which is always)
i do not want him to leave.
I'm scared.
I want a guarantee that he will come back to me.
I want to stop stressing about it everyday :-/
I love him so much.
I just want to be with him forever.
I hate getting those bad headaches when i try to hold it all in
or getting that ball in my throat when somethings wrong.
dkjgjkfg its not fair.
I want it to be me and him
and nothing to change
thats all I want
and all I need.
I'm gonna miss him so much. It'll kill me.
ehhgkjfgkjfgfudge.
I got to spend the whole weekend with him.
I never have more fun than when he's next to me.
We saw the exsorcism of emily rose and played hide n go seek in the dark house
but we mostly stayed at his house.
I didnt care what we did, as long as I was with him :)
I had sooo much fun. so so so much.
I always do.
The best times ever.
I'll never forget them..
sjd anyways i just finished homework and i'm waiting for Laguna at 10
yayayay!!
Tonights where Jason cheats on Alex with Jess.
What a mess. (I love it!!lol)
Its addicting.
AHH reminder to self: GO TO CARSON'S HOUSE TO GET FOOTBALL STUFF!!
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thats sooo good cuz I want it to be Friday,
but the days are going by way too fast.
I've been marking down to the 27th everyday on my calender
and dkfjdkfji just wish SO much
somehow, i dont know how, but somehow
he didnt have to leave.
I don't want him to go.
I want him to be here with me when I need him
or when I want to see him.
Or when i miss him (which is always)
i do not want him to leave.
I'm scared.
I want a guarantee that he will come back to me.
I want to stop stressing about it everyday :-/
I love him so much.
I just want to be with him forever.
I hate getting those bad headaches when i try to hold it all in
or getting that ball in my throat when somethings wrong.
dkjgjkfg its not fair.
I want it to be me and him
and nothing to change
thats all I want
and all I need.
I'm gonna miss him so much. It'll kill me.
ehhgkjfgkjfgfudge.
I got to spend the whole weekend with him.
I never have more fun than when he's next to me.
We saw the exsorcism of emily rose and played hide n go seek in the dark house
but we mostly stayed at his house.
I didnt care what we did, as long as I was with him :)
I had sooo much fun. so so so much.
I always do.
The best times ever.
I'll never forget them..
sjd anyways i just finished homework and i'm waiting for Laguna at 10
yayayay!!
Tonights where Jason cheats on Alex with Jess.
What a mess. (I love it!!lol)
Its addicting.
AHH reminder to self: GO TO CARSON'S HOUSE TO GET FOOTBALL STUFF!!
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