Aug 09, 2005 22:42
I hadn't really talked to the people I've missed most since I've been grounded
but then Michele's party happened and it felt like we were never apart.
I had SOMUCHFUN with them and I figured things would be normal again.
The friends situation now feels like its turning into the oh so fake
"Lets hang out tonight," that never ends up happening.
The ride situation sucks my toes now that my father wants to talk to whomever it'd be.
My fault, no doubt.
But i'm just kind of tired of wasting MYSUMMERNIGHTS sitting at home.
W/e i think i'm just in a mood.
Oh but what does make me happy, is to know that someone is unhappy.
Thats so harsh, so ridiculous but It makes me the most ECSTATIC.
I want this person to be so hurt and to be broken inside, it actually makes me smile...
anyways Coldstone has been awesome.
Feels so much like a home.
Word's around that I'm the most popular and liked new staff member,
and I can't say that doesnt kinda make me happy to go.
Oh and found out news, the boy I like...
He has a girlfriend apparently. I wish I knew that before but its mighty fine.
Tomorrow is Friday and hopefully my friends can find time for me.