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So, yeah. To sum up the angsty-ness that was going to happen before: My sister is a bad person and my parents consider it better to just roll over and take it, and suggested that I do the same then deal with it. And then they wonder why she doesn't listen to them during the importaint stuff. Maybe because she doesn't respect anyone because of the afformentioned reason of her being a bad person. And I mean, usually I will just bend over and take her bullshit but I just stop over often than they do. Also, she's having her period this week. Apparently she also had it last week so she took her "Bitch Medicine" last week and now throws a hissy fit if anyone suggests she take it again. I personally say she should be on it 24/7 but ya know. And I'm probably harder on her than she deserves but no one else will be anything near as harsh towards her as she deserves. That's why I need to find a place to live next Summer. Since I don't like her and I don't like the person I become when I'm arround her.
OK, enough of that. On to more importaint matters. I can't wait to go back to school! I'm kinda nervous about my thesis and about what happens after graduation but I guess that's normal. I just feel like I don't have any real options avalibale to me. I don't want to get bitchy again. I've been reading my mom's Al-Anon book every now and then. Sometimes it's obnoxious saccrine bullshit but sometimes it's usefull. Ironically, I was going through old documents on my laptop and found a paper I had written for one of my classes and that's what really made me all "damn, I need to shape up, beyotch." Well, maybe not in those terms. And it's not going to happen overnight, as much as I'd like it too but I think my thesis will help. I'm doing my thesis on the modern religious world and it's rituals and connections to performance art (no, it's not an increadably broad topic!) so I'm going to build my own "religion" and live it for a little while, keep a journal-ish thing and use it, along with what will probably be a bit of research and copious amounts of BS, in my paper. Oh, and I need to write a play, since I'm going to be doing "a briefer paper and an artistic presentation" for my thesis. Albeit not during Thesis Weekend, that'd just be tacky. Allright, I need to go check on my mom, she broke her leg so I'm playing Baby Jane for the next couple of weeks (thus my Facebook Status ... which I'm actually going to change right now so I guess it's not valid). So, Immma go do that now.
OK, enough of that. On to more importaint matters. I can't wait to go back to school! I'm kinda nervous about my thesis and about what happens after graduation but I guess that's normal. I just feel like I don't have any real options avalibale to me. I don't want to get bitchy again. I've been reading my mom's Al-Anon book every now and then. Sometimes it's obnoxious saccrine bullshit but sometimes it's usefull. Ironically, I was going through old documents on my laptop and found a paper I had written for one of my classes and that's what really made me all "damn, I need to shape up, beyotch." Well, maybe not in those terms. And it's not going to happen overnight, as much as I'd like it too but I think my thesis will help. I'm doing my thesis on the modern religious world and it's rituals and connections to performance art (no, it's not an increadably broad topic!) so I'm going to build my own "religion" and live it for a little while, keep a journal-ish thing and use it, along with what will probably be a bit of research and copious amounts of BS, in my paper. Oh, and I need to write a play, since I'm going to be doing "a briefer paper and an artistic presentation" for my thesis. Albeit not during Thesis Weekend, that'd just be tacky. Allright, I need to go check on my mom, she broke her leg so I'm playing Baby Jane for the next couple of weeks (thus my Facebook Status ... which I'm actually going to change right now so I guess it's not valid). So, Immma go do that now.