part of me
I have been listening to Katy Perry's Part Of Me on repeat because a) I always feel like I lose a part omyself after under relationships/friendships and b) because Katy Perry is a babe! I thought I would lose something after we ended, and I was anger to begin with but now I am glad as I love my career and the last part of my sainity that I have, which I would lose if it was ever public what we shared.
So I had lunch with my male friend today and I was expecting it to be weird as we haven't caught up since we ended our affair. And the thing is I enjoyed it and am happy that we can stay friends. It was mainly flirting but that is part of who we are, we have chemistry and enjoy the banter of being completely open about our desires, fears and thoughts. Plus it makes me confident that he finds me attractive on the inside and out. We are aware of the line and know not to cross it again.
Also he knows me better than most people as we are very similar, and he makes me even more confident that I need to live my life more. I am maybe going sky diving with my friend later this year and am now aiming to go out more. Plus he agrees that I need to find a new housemate as my current one is getting on my nerves, I need someone that I can have fun with and I can be myself around. I feel like my current one judges me too much so either have to live by myself or find someone new. Am going to hold off the move until I get back from US and she gets back from her UK trip, then next Jan I will find somewhere. Hopefully closer to the city and my friends
So I had lunch with my male friend today and I was expecting it to be weird as we haven't caught up since we ended our affair. And the thing is I enjoyed it and am happy that we can stay friends. It was mainly flirting but that is part of who we are, we have chemistry and enjoy the banter of being completely open about our desires, fears and thoughts. Plus it makes me confident that he finds me attractive on the inside and out. We are aware of the line and know not to cross it again.
Also he knows me better than most people as we are very similar, and he makes me even more confident that I need to live my life more. I am maybe going sky diving with my friend later this year and am now aiming to go out more. Plus he agrees that I need to find a new housemate as my current one is getting on my nerves, I need someone that I can have fun with and I can be myself around. I feel like my current one judges me too much so either have to live by myself or find someone new. Am going to hold off the move until I get back from US and she gets back from her UK trip, then next Jan I will find somewhere. Hopefully closer to the city and my friends