Monotony
I am always bored! There is nothing that keeps me from it. It seems that whatever i do the routine becomes my enemy. Sure I hang out with my friends or drive or go to the movies but these routines have been done before. Sure some of them might not be often but still, I've done them before. I want to do something new. Everyday I come home and I find myself wanting to find out the gossip everyone is writing (or not writing) in their journals. How's freaking lame is that?
Well to get away from that topic. Out band at school took home a gold from the Music Alive festival. Our first gold since grade 9! I never thought we'd ever get another one. Not that we're bad or anything, just the fact that we always choke. We always seem to get nervous. But today I totally didn't. I was so calm and I nailed almost everything! Probably the best I've ever played in a competition. The first words that came out of Mr. Taylor's mouth were: I don't care what he gives you all of you are getting a 95%! Can you believe it! You know it was good if he says that right off the bat.
I'm starting to think about University. Everyone is getting in and I'm not going to get hear back for another 2 months. It's not fair! But I'm also starting to wonder whether I want to go to York. I've been saying ever since U of T was ruled out that York was my next choice but I don't know whether I want to live at home. It'll be boring. Who am I going to meet that's new? I want to break the monotony of it all and if I stay here how am I supposed to accomplish that? Maybe if I get into Western I'll go there. Residence is sounding so good and apparently the program is better there anyway. I don't know what to do. We'll just have to see where I get it.
Well to get away from that topic. Out band at school took home a gold from the Music Alive festival. Our first gold since grade 9! I never thought we'd ever get another one. Not that we're bad or anything, just the fact that we always choke. We always seem to get nervous. But today I totally didn't. I was so calm and I nailed almost everything! Probably the best I've ever played in a competition. The first words that came out of Mr. Taylor's mouth were: I don't care what he gives you all of you are getting a 95%! Can you believe it! You know it was good if he says that right off the bat.
I'm starting to think about University. Everyone is getting in and I'm not going to get hear back for another 2 months. It's not fair! But I'm also starting to wonder whether I want to go to York. I've been saying ever since U of T was ruled out that York was my next choice but I don't know whether I want to live at home. It'll be boring. Who am I going to meet that's new? I want to break the monotony of it all and if I stay here how am I supposed to accomplish that? Maybe if I get into Western I'll go there. Residence is sounding so good and apparently the program is better there anyway. I don't know what to do. We'll just have to see where I get it.