Life and liking
Sometimes I just wish I could be noticed by exactly who I want to be noticed by. I guess if that happened to everyone no one would get married to the wrong people and everything would be right with the world. Fat chance of that happening. The girls I want to notice me don't and the guys are coming around.
Duffy is the one guy. He's a goth. I'm not but I could have sworn he was hitting on me on the bus the other day. I really like him. I've like him since the day I met him. He seemed to ignore me and go for Trish who seems totally uninterested in men right now. But yet she still pulls him around all day at school and won't let anyone else. He gave me his leash. I just wanted to pull him to me and kiss him like I've never kissed anyone in my life. He's so sweet and sensitive and accepts me for the outsider I am. And believe me I'm more of one than he is. He actually fits in with a group. Where I do not. I really really really like him!
Last night the sleepover was awesome. Screw Valentine's day, yay sleepovers! Why didn't we come up with that idea sooner? Because having a boyfriend is the ideal. But why is that? Why is homosexuality such a crime? Wow where did that come from? The fact that I wanted Sarah so bad last night. She's so not interested in me she soooo likes Winter. It's not fair. I just wanted her to notice me.
Well so much for life being perfect. Oh well... the search continues.
Later.
Duffy is the one guy. He's a goth. I'm not but I could have sworn he was hitting on me on the bus the other day. I really like him. I've like him since the day I met him. He seemed to ignore me and go for Trish who seems totally uninterested in men right now. But yet she still pulls him around all day at school and won't let anyone else. He gave me his leash. I just wanted to pull him to me and kiss him like I've never kissed anyone in my life. He's so sweet and sensitive and accepts me for the outsider I am. And believe me I'm more of one than he is. He actually fits in with a group. Where I do not. I really really really like him!
Last night the sleepover was awesome. Screw Valentine's day, yay sleepovers! Why didn't we come up with that idea sooner? Because having a boyfriend is the ideal. But why is that? Why is homosexuality such a crime? Wow where did that come from? The fact that I wanted Sarah so bad last night. She's so not interested in me she soooo likes Winter. It's not fair. I just wanted her to notice me.
Well so much for life being perfect. Oh well... the search continues.
Later.