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Yep, as everyone else leaves (except for a few important ones!) I moved back to Jersey. Can't say I'm completely thrilled with the fact that I'm here but I am super excited that I get to spend some much needed time with my girls. Its going to be so nice to be able to call and go "whatcha doing? lets hang out" then to actually have to set aside a specific day to get together because I would have to drive out here.
I do miss Michael though. It sucks that almost the whole last month that we were living together we were on the rocks and then we fixed things the weekend before I left. I mean I'm really glad that we fixed things before I left or we probably wouldn't be together anymore. But I really wish that we had gotten back on track after the first fight and didn't drag it out for a month. but what really matters is that we're better. Its hard to think that this is just a precursor to him leaving for the airforce, and as that day gets closer I feel like I'll probably see him less because he'll want to be with his friends out there... not that I blame him. Its just hard to go from seeing each other everyday and (more often than not) sleeping together at night, to talking on the phone and online because we won't see each other at all. And I'm not getting my hopes up any time that he says that he might come out and sleep over because I'd just rather not be disappointed when he doesn't.
Anyway, long distance sucks, especially when you're positive that the distance is just going to become greater. I do want him to do the airforce because he really wants to, and I support him in that. I'm just not looking forward to never talking to him and never seeing him. I'm also really hoping that its only going to be a 6 week boot camp, because then we'll get to spend new years together...and we need a good new years. But with my luck...it'll end up being 8... which won't be nearly as convienent.
Also I finally told Val about Dave. For those of you who don't know (which is mostly everyone), Dave is one of the bar regulars who recently became a stalker. He sent me flowers anonymously and has followed me out to my car (CREEPY!). Well she was concerned and I told her that I just don't feel completely safe working there anymore. She asked me why I hadn't told her before and I basically said that I hadn't seen her. So HOPEFULLY, she'll be really working on my transfer, I just can't keep driving out there. I have to leave at about 3:30 just so I can get to work at 5 and that SUCKS. Anyway she did recently ask one of the servers about being a bartender so thats hopeful for me but seriously...I asked about transfering before Rebecca quit and before Holly said that she couldn't be a bartender anymore...so I should already have been transfered out here. Its not like she's giving me very many shifts anyway. This work week I was only scheduled for 2 shifts thats total crap. So I'm annoyed by that too. Luckily I was able to pick up a Saturday night serving shift...so hopefully I'll make some money, and Kevin seems like he wants to give me all of his shifts...I'm only going to pick up Thursday. So I'll be off on Friday but I think I'm going to be hanging out with Mike all day...if you guys want to hang out too call me! We can probably figure something out.
I do miss Michael though. It sucks that almost the whole last month that we were living together we were on the rocks and then we fixed things the weekend before I left. I mean I'm really glad that we fixed things before I left or we probably wouldn't be together anymore. But I really wish that we had gotten back on track after the first fight and didn't drag it out for a month. but what really matters is that we're better. Its hard to think that this is just a precursor to him leaving for the airforce, and as that day gets closer I feel like I'll probably see him less because he'll want to be with his friends out there... not that I blame him. Its just hard to go from seeing each other everyday and (more often than not) sleeping together at night, to talking on the phone and online because we won't see each other at all. And I'm not getting my hopes up any time that he says that he might come out and sleep over because I'd just rather not be disappointed when he doesn't.
Anyway, long distance sucks, especially when you're positive that the distance is just going to become greater. I do want him to do the airforce because he really wants to, and I support him in that. I'm just not looking forward to never talking to him and never seeing him. I'm also really hoping that its only going to be a 6 week boot camp, because then we'll get to spend new years together...and we need a good new years. But with my luck...it'll end up being 8... which won't be nearly as convienent.
Also I finally told Val about Dave. For those of you who don't know (which is mostly everyone), Dave is one of the bar regulars who recently became a stalker. He sent me flowers anonymously and has followed me out to my car (CREEPY!). Well she was concerned and I told her that I just don't feel completely safe working there anymore. She asked me why I hadn't told her before and I basically said that I hadn't seen her. So HOPEFULLY, she'll be really working on my transfer, I just can't keep driving out there. I have to leave at about 3:30 just so I can get to work at 5 and that SUCKS. Anyway she did recently ask one of the servers about being a bartender so thats hopeful for me but seriously...I asked about transfering before Rebecca quit and before Holly said that she couldn't be a bartender anymore...so I should already have been transfered out here. Its not like she's giving me very many shifts anyway. This work week I was only scheduled for 2 shifts thats total crap. So I'm annoyed by that too. Luckily I was able to pick up a Saturday night serving shift...so hopefully I'll make some money, and Kevin seems like he wants to give me all of his shifts...I'm only going to pick up Thursday. So I'll be off on Friday but I think I'm going to be hanging out with Mike all day...if you guys want to hang out too call me! We can probably figure something out.