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Ti guess i knew that it would come back someday...
she knew it...i knenw it.
it was just a matter of time... four years and counting...maybe it's not that bad...i mean i know it's not my fault but she believes it in her heart that it is i didn't pull it he did...he was my friend just as much as he was hers...and maybe it will hurt me more...but life goes on...but it sucks to have that stuffed in my face every fucken chance she gets...and more because she was the closest thing had...they both were and in the end i lost them both because of a stupid mistake.....so what if i didn't go...i don't have to go if i don't want to...maybe i just didn't go because i knew that they would be there and if i were to see his mother it would kill just as much as it will to walk up to that stone and see his name engraved on it and know that he isn't going to come back no matter what...he was my bestfriend......