An Epiphany.....
I was speaking with my good friend Stephanie last night......just having a conversation regarding Mia, the current girl Im interested in. I was exclaiming with no end of excitement that she's this incredibly cute metal head and the fact that I was immediately smitten....lol. But I realized something in my excited haze last night....maybe Im putting too much into this whole "metal head" thing. I guess sometimes I feel the only type of girl that would "get" me would be a metal head.
A metal head is not all that I am.....in fact metal is something I do.....I dont actually feel the anger behind it anymore. So I guess the epiphany is that maybe Ive been "fronting" for the last couple of years. The people who know me have been telling me that the whole metal thing doesn't suit me. Stephie suggested I look for someone who understands the metal scene but is not necessarily into it.....and I think she's right.
I guess what I want to know from my friends is.......has it ever seemed like Im faking the metal head role?.....be honest I'd appreciate it. Also overall, how does everyone "see" me.....what kind of guy do I strike you as?.....these are just a few questions which have been bugging me since last night.
Thanks
A metal head is not all that I am.....in fact metal is something I do.....I dont actually feel the anger behind it anymore. So I guess the epiphany is that maybe Ive been "fronting" for the last couple of years. The people who know me have been telling me that the whole metal thing doesn't suit me. Stephie suggested I look for someone who understands the metal scene but is not necessarily into it.....and I think she's right.
I guess what I want to know from my friends is.......has it ever seemed like Im faking the metal head role?.....be honest I'd appreciate it. Also overall, how does everyone "see" me.....what kind of guy do I strike you as?.....these are just a few questions which have been bugging me since last night.
Thanks