cant say what i think

[music_is_life03]

I know that i can write it on paper
And through livejournal
I just cant SAY whats on my mind.
Since i can remember, i haave been ridiculed
Made fun of,
And basically shunned
Because of what i think and feel.
People would get to know this one side of me,
And when i finally tell them what i think,
They see a different side
And leave me
Stranded and alone like im nothing.

So i just wanted to say that im sorry for not
speaking whats my mind sometimes.
With how i am now,
i cant take the pressure of being alone.
Never leave me because i am
who i am
Love all sides of me....
love me deeply...........

I cried tonight
This song makes me cry..:

****If you find yourself here
On my side of town
I pray that you'd come to my door

And talk to me
Like you don't know
What we ever fought about
I don't remember anymore

I just know that she warms my heart
And knows what all my imperfections are

And she said that I was the brightest
Little firefly in her jar

And I just know that she warms my heart
And knows what all my imperfections are

And she says that I am the brightest
Little firefly in her jar