im not okay.
i dont know what i want to write about. i just feel like i need to vent SOMETHING, even if im not concious of what it is, or even if its just slamming my head on the keyboard just so i will be showing some sort of emotion. ive been feeling so weird lately, i cant put my finger on it. like im missing something, or im doing all the wrong things, or like im just apathetic towards everything because nothing really matters. i dont really want to do anything, to be honest i just dont give a shit about much.
i need my boyfriend. i dont want to be in school right now. i want a raise. i want to move. i want to be doing what I want to do. i dont want to be forced to live a certain way that isnt mine. these things will happen within the next few months, just to let you know.
i just need to feel secure and i need to be doing what is right for me.
i need my boyfriend. i dont want to be in school right now. i want a raise. i want to move. i want to be doing what I want to do. i dont want to be forced to live a certain way that isnt mine. these things will happen within the next few months, just to let you know.
i just need to feel secure and i need to be doing what is right for me.