This Is For You...
I've come to realize that we're growing up. It's a hard realization to deal with and I hate to say it, but things are definitely changing. Lots of shit is happening and I can't even begin to comprehend all of the changes that are looming around the bend. All I know is that I can keep living my life the way I chose and if I start losing people, so be it. This is for you, the friend that's lost their way:
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Do you remember that cold california night,
You held my hand and swore you'd never let go.
I guess while I was counting stars,
You were hoping for a rainbow,
To come and change things in your mind..
And I know...
This time...
This is for you,
The one that made me laugh
And then you made me cry.
This is for you,
The one who faded out and never said goodbye.
This is for you.
So close your eyes tonight,
And sleep in your bed alone.
I've been holding this inside
For longer than you've known.
And it's unfortunate that everything I never said
Could have even got thru your head,
For once.
This is for you,
The one that made me laugh,
And then you made me cry..
This is for you,
The one that faded out and never said goodbye...
This is for you,
The one that keeps me strong
When I try to be weak..
This is for me,
And everything I don't say,
Because I always thought you'd see this is for you.
I don't know you,
I don't...
I can't hear you,
I won't...
I don't know you,
I don't...