Thankful and pissed.......
Yay!!! Today we didn't have to swim because McCorry wasn't there!!!^____^ I was SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!! But we will still have to swim tomorrow! *sigh*....I guess I should learn now....since I will have to eventaully!!!!! But but but but......I am scared!!!!!!!!!! I don't want to freakin learn how to swim! It's not like I will ever use it because I won't ever go to the beach or pool of my own will! So what's the use!!!???? I rather just drown!!!! It is a good way to die after all!!!!! Since life is already so meaningless and pointless and boring!!!! So instead of suiciding...I can just drown and then my family can sue the school or something!!!!! Hahahaha! Then my death wouldn't be so meaningless eh?! I would be helping to save the future people like me the dreadful panic of swimming!!!! Then I can watch from heavan......or hell in my case......and be satisfied!!!!
I want to buy Kyo's poembook SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooo badly!!!!!!!!!!!!! I went to Little Tokyo SO many times to look for it but they never have it!!!!!!!!! How did you guys(Athena and Catherine) find it!!!???????? I guess I just have HORRIBLE luck!!! Then I went to yesasia today and saw that it is out of stock and print from the publisher!!!!!!!!!!Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! WTF!!!!!!!!!! T^T I want it soooo much though!!!!!! I am so saddened!!! I want to buy it and am willing to spend the money but I can't buy it!!!!!!!!!!! Why!!!!!!!!!1 This just adds to my reasons of why life sucks!!!!!!!! I saw some scans of the book and they looked completely awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 I want it!!!!!!!!!!! Kyo looked SO freaking HOT and CUTE and AWESOME in it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want it so much and much and much and much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I guess this is just how the fucking world is!!! I waited too long....or I heard about it too late or just I had bad luck finding it or that I just got into Diru too late.....or this is just the way the fucking life has in store for me! *sigh*sigh*sigh*
I want to buy Kyo's poembook SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooo badly!!!!!!!!!!!!! I went to Little Tokyo SO many times to look for it but they never have it!!!!!!!!! How did you guys(Athena and Catherine) find it!!!???????? I guess I just have HORRIBLE luck!!! Then I went to yesasia today and saw that it is out of stock and print from the publisher!!!!!!!!!!Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! WTF!!!!!!!!!! T^T I want it soooo much though!!!!!! I am so saddened!!! I want to buy it and am willing to spend the money but I can't buy it!!!!!!!!!!! Why!!!!!!!!!1 This just adds to my reasons of why life sucks!!!!!!!! I saw some scans of the book and they looked completely awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 I want it!!!!!!!!!!! Kyo looked SO freaking HOT and CUTE and AWESOME in it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want it so much and much and much and much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I guess this is just how the fucking world is!!! I waited too long....or I heard about it too late or just I had bad luck finding it or that I just got into Diru too late.....or this is just the way the fucking life has in store for me! *sigh*sigh*sigh*