Happy Mothers Day.

[music0r_misery]

 So I haven't much to say about mother's day, but I might as well throw in what we did. My dad, my brother and I made waffles and such for my mom, then my mom and dad went and got my mom a laptop and a bluetooth lol. We had dinner around 3, then Zakk came over. And we played basketball for a bit, then we made out, lol. Then we hung out some more, and then we went in the woods behind my house, and made out and stuff.. and I'm not sure what to make of it. Cause he's total manwhore, but he was really sweet too, we hugged alot and just laid there too. And I'm hoping that tomorrow I don't feel like shit for all of this.. So I'm really worried I am. And I'm all restless and worried and idk how to describe it, i just feel like I need to jump up and down and my hands are numb cause it's cold out and they feel really weird. And it's making me want a cigarette, I haven't smoked since probably august, and I know it's gross and nasty and smells bad, It is, but It's so relaxing. I'm not going to, I quit and I don't want one for real. I just want that relaxed feeling.

Saturday, I went to knoebels with Maggie, then stopped at the bowling alley for a little to see everyone, then zakk (just got his permit) drove me home with his dad helping lol. It wasn't as bad as I thought. But me and Maggie like, Ate our way through knoebels. It was awesome lol.

Well wish me luck!!