Jun 10, 2006 23:12
So summer is pretty much here. Myself, being the single stud that I am, am looking forward to it. What i am specifically looking forward to, i cannot truly say. But i think this summer, i'm going to be even more... shall we say "open" than ever. I'm going to let things flow. I'm going to sit back and let shit happen. Of course, to do this, i need to let some things that usually bother me go out the window.
- i will not be intimidated by consequences. if i'm going to be jaded, then i might as well get screwed over a little bit before i actually get there.
- i'm going to take advantage of things that i normally would let get past me. so what if it isn't the most prudent or responsible decision. i've been responsible my whole life, i think i need to be a bit more of a troublemaker.
- i think i might get in a fight with someone. i've never actually been in a fight with someone... i wonder what its like. I mean, people are always fighting with each other, there has to be something that keeps them coming back...
- i'm going to admit i am attracted to black girls. i'm sick of people talking about it like its this big secret. big fucking deal, everyone can deal with it. i also am attracted to asian girls, hispanic girls, and indian girls (not all... some are REALLY busted)... and i guess some white girls are attractive... on good days.
- i am just going to have fun. who needs to worry all the time. what will happen will happen. who needs to worry about tomorrow morning when tonight is so amazing? honestly, i'm going to chill and enjoy the moment from here on in.
so there's my summer "to-do" list. as ziggy said, "i've got to be true to myself". that might be a little overblown, but hey... its a good song.