pondering potatoes
I'm sitting here and i'm just pondering.
About lots of stuff...
Like people.
Should i read into what people said, because i know that there is probably something behind it?
Yeah, i should... and i did... and i'm relieved.
I think that i'm falling back into old habits. Ones that got me real upset last year. Anyone who reads this knows exactly what i'm talking about.
Or maybe they don't.
Because one the luxuries of having a livejournal is that i get to be excruciatingly vague and still have a hope that someone will comment on what i say.
... silly me.
I don't know, it seems different this time. Like, all of a sudden, someone lit a spark beneath us. I like it, but i'm trying not to get worked up about it.
Things are on the move...
Things have ended...
Others are about to begin...
I'm looking forward to the future. But at the same time, i'm wary of the past.
I'm being told stuff alot easier than in the past. And thats a plus.
... but i don't always know how to respond.
Some people are moving on without me... i wish they wouldn't, but i can't stop them.
And while others move, i wish them the best.
I've also realized that i have a very good life.
I've realized that some problems that weigh on my mind are not really all that....
... problematic?
Oh well... i suppose that if i can realize this that i won't feel that my actions are so...
... heavy?
I bet there's a better way to describe that last part. Like a better vocabulary word... or more details.
But as i said before...
vague...
excruciatingly vague.
About lots of stuff...
Like people.
Should i read into what people said, because i know that there is probably something behind it?
Yeah, i should... and i did... and i'm relieved.
I think that i'm falling back into old habits. Ones that got me real upset last year. Anyone who reads this knows exactly what i'm talking about.
Or maybe they don't.
Because one the luxuries of having a livejournal is that i get to be excruciatingly vague and still have a hope that someone will comment on what i say.
... silly me.
I don't know, it seems different this time. Like, all of a sudden, someone lit a spark beneath us. I like it, but i'm trying not to get worked up about it.
Things are on the move...
Things have ended...
Others are about to begin...
I'm looking forward to the future. But at the same time, i'm wary of the past.
I'm being told stuff alot easier than in the past. And thats a plus.
... but i don't always know how to respond.
Some people are moving on without me... i wish they wouldn't, but i can't stop them.
And while others move, i wish them the best.
I've also realized that i have a very good life.
I've realized that some problems that weigh on my mind are not really all that....
... problematic?
Oh well... i suppose that if i can realize this that i won't feel that my actions are so...
... heavy?
I bet there's a better way to describe that last part. Like a better vocabulary word... or more details.
But as i said before...
vague...
excruciatingly vague.