Jul 04, 2007 23:07
i need to get away from the negative energy thats been surrounding my aura for the last 6 months adn back to my balanced insane fun life.
i honestly realized last night how much i missed out on becuase of some asshole; syd and vc...like i missed them so much. we got chased by a truck adn the cops and hid under cars adn hit on random men and it was sooo much fun, way more fun than i ever had with him. My decisions were poor but im gunna make up for them now and i hhung out with like sarah adn anvid and kt and marc adn dave the other day adn like thats how summer shud be where we walk around completely bored and end up looking back at it as fun wen it really wasnt and just enjoying peoples company..no fighting or anyting...its summer....relaxationnnnn....im back to chilled katrina who is alwaysss laughing and doesnt have her own problems....i always used to be so completely fine with everything and i wud help everyone else with theyre problems now i have the problems and i hate ittttttt....so they are going bye bye and im living everyday as it comes and enjoying every second of my youth.