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i really really need to stop this.
everyones right and its fucking up friendships and im missing out on things that i shouldnt be missing out on and this whoel situation encompasses my life. its terrible.
and everyone tells me im hurting them becuase they dont like to see me like this and idk what to do cause i just cant forget it all or him and i cant move on cause when i do let go i fall apart and im scared to fall apart again.
everyones right and its fucking up friendships and im missing out on things that i shouldnt be missing out on and this whoel situation encompasses my life. its terrible.
and everyone tells me im hurting them becuase they dont like to see me like this and idk what to do cause i just cant forget it all or him and i cant move on cause when i do let go i fall apart and im scared to fall apart again.