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Classes are over, I could go home right now. I don't want to. I want to stay. I want to have an apartment here. I want to stay with my GMC friends. I don't want them to leave. I like my family here. I don't want to go anywhere.

I really want a hug from my mom.

This started out as a reply to a friend, but as I went on I realized I should just make it its own entry.

My friend wrote:
A few people have told me that I'd make a good parent, and when I tell them I don't want kids they ask me, "really?". I don't want kids for so many reasons. ... I really have trouble wrapping my head around the idea of my own ( Read more... )

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all of a sudden i'm really angry with everything and don't even want to go through with graduation or the party and i just want to be done with everything forever.  i don't want to be around my family, my mother, i don't want to have to act better than who i am, i don't want to mind my manners and watch what i say just to please them.  i don't want ( Read more... )