goodbye.....another loved one walked away.....
cops and k-9 juss left my house.....!! i was scared shitless...i really need ta quit the weed...
this i dont understand....please help me.....
i was like really good friends//i considered him my best guy friend until today...but anyways i fuckin try so hard to be a good honest friend and give him money, take him wheever he needs, practically everytime he needed somethin i would do it for him, but he did the complete opposite to me! i let it continue for about a year and then i got fuckin pissed....so i stared not doin him favors much and then he starts callin me a bitch and bein a complete ass! like its really a hard situation to explain, but .....
like i really care about this person and shit...but he takes it for granate...and maybe its cus he could give a shit about me, i couldnt really tell you the reason...but i cant do it anymore, so today i told him to have a nice fuckin life and maybe one day he will realize that i really did care.
every time i become really close wtih someone or i come close to someone that i really and turley care about i loose them... maybe thats why im so fuckin physo, beause everyone fuckin leaves me.
is there somethin wrong with me? like is it wrong to be nice to people, because thats what i did and people left be so now im a bitch and i still have people leavin me.
maybe im just a worth-less piece of shit and no matter how hard i try to be a good freind i get fucked over...and i guess societys just fucked up like that....
i understand that friends come and go but its werid how they leave...in fucked up situations and shit....
you try to be there for them....
and then they leave....
i thought they were spose to leave if maybe you fucked there best friend.......or maybe when they fuck your friend in the back seat of your car.......
no! they leave when you try to give the world to them....
maybe i should fuck your friend in the back of your seat!
could we be friends maybe then?
anyways...to this person........
im sorry i was intruding in your busy life
that i dont mean shit to you
im sorry i tryed to be a good freind and do shit for you
i must be dumb
how could i care about you if you dotn care about me
i really need to open my fuckin eyes ...huh?
i hope you have a great life
find someone you realy love
and be happy in life
im glad you got to be a part of my life
you have left footprints in my memories
and i will never forget them
hopefully i appear in your dreams every now and then
so you dont completley forget about me
maybe when your 50 i might cross your mind
and then maybe you will realize that i really did care
and you will come and try to find where i am...
but i will have already closed my garage door...
i will already have started my car inside that closed area....
and will have said my good -byes to everyone....
and in that speach i say to my self as i become weak
i will mention your name.....and although you are already long out of my life.....
i will say goodbye for the second time....
but for now goodbye my friend ....
i love you....
fair well..............
this i dont understand....please help me.....
i was like really good friends//i considered him my best guy friend until today...but anyways i fuckin try so hard to be a good honest friend and give him money, take him wheever he needs, practically everytime he needed somethin i would do it for him, but he did the complete opposite to me! i let it continue for about a year and then i got fuckin pissed....so i stared not doin him favors much and then he starts callin me a bitch and bein a complete ass! like its really a hard situation to explain, but .....
like i really care about this person and shit...but he takes it for granate...and maybe its cus he could give a shit about me, i couldnt really tell you the reason...but i cant do it anymore, so today i told him to have a nice fuckin life and maybe one day he will realize that i really did care.
every time i become really close wtih someone or i come close to someone that i really and turley care about i loose them... maybe thats why im so fuckin physo, beause everyone fuckin leaves me.
is there somethin wrong with me? like is it wrong to be nice to people, because thats what i did and people left be so now im a bitch and i still have people leavin me.
maybe im just a worth-less piece of shit and no matter how hard i try to be a good freind i get fucked over...and i guess societys just fucked up like that....
i understand that friends come and go but its werid how they leave...in fucked up situations and shit....
you try to be there for them....
and then they leave....
i thought they were spose to leave if maybe you fucked there best friend.......or maybe when they fuck your friend in the back seat of your car.......
no! they leave when you try to give the world to them....
maybe i should fuck your friend in the back of your seat!
could we be friends maybe then?
anyways...to this person........
im sorry i was intruding in your busy life
that i dont mean shit to you
im sorry i tryed to be a good freind and do shit for you
i must be dumb
how could i care about you if you dotn care about me
i really need to open my fuckin eyes ...huh?
i hope you have a great life
find someone you realy love
and be happy in life
im glad you got to be a part of my life
you have left footprints in my memories
and i will never forget them
hopefully i appear in your dreams every now and then
so you dont completley forget about me
maybe when your 50 i might cross your mind
and then maybe you will realize that i really did care
and you will come and try to find where i am...
but i will have already closed my garage door...
i will already have started my car inside that closed area....
and will have said my good -byes to everyone....
and in that speach i say to my self as i become weak
i will mention your name.....and although you are already long out of my life.....
i will say goodbye for the second time....
but for now goodbye my friend ....
i love you....
fair well..............