maybe it will work this time.
well once again.......who feels like shit....like a failure......ME!
not because of life in general right now.....but because
*i dont have a full time job....yes i do have 2 jobs but only on call...
*because im so fuckin lazy and i wake up everyday at like 2 or later.....
*im not there for my mom and dad like i should be
i feel like i have not only failed my friends and family but myself....
i really need to change who i am....on the level of responsiblity.....
so im starting tomorrow.....im gunna make myself worth something...actually be a wowan and not a girl anymore.....im 19 and i need to grow up....i need to start now.
im not going to commit my life into beging perfect but im gunna be better......
if i gotta be on this earth i mise well make it worth it and not be a fuckin loser my whole life.
if i do this then maybe i can be independent and live in an apartment like i plan on and buy the things i want......cus i dont got shit...
not because of life in general right now.....but because
*i dont have a full time job....yes i do have 2 jobs but only on call...
*because im so fuckin lazy and i wake up everyday at like 2 or later.....
*im not there for my mom and dad like i should be
i feel like i have not only failed my friends and family but myself....
i really need to change who i am....on the level of responsiblity.....
so im starting tomorrow.....im gunna make myself worth something...actually be a wowan and not a girl anymore.....im 19 and i need to grow up....i need to start now.
im not going to commit my life into beging perfect but im gunna be better......
if i gotta be on this earth i mise well make it worth it and not be a fuckin loser my whole life.
if i do this then maybe i can be independent and live in an apartment like i plan on and buy the things i want......cus i dont got shit...