Mar 06, 2005 23:09
a friend called saturday night with the horrible news.
i couldn't grasp the concept.
i went to a quiet room to hear and think more clearly.
still didn't understand.
the marijuana tickle left my body and i felt weird.
"huhhh? what do u mean? she what?? huh?"
it finally hit me....
i haven't seen her since she was in like 2nd grade.
fuck i had no idea she was already in high school.
she's still that little girl from east point in my mind.
fuck i guess we all grew up kinda fast.
TOO fast
tears rolled down my face, and i still didn't quite believe what i was hearing.
i guess i was kinda waiting for the laugh and "ur so gullable andrea!"
but it didn't come, it was never said
so that's it??? what? i mean what happens now? what do we do next?
friends came around to support us, we were kinda in a daze.
life's crazy.
I'M Sorry and Hurting
LIVE
Love, Cherish, Worship, Be kind,