--cut me up and slice me down--
heyy....i'm in the shittest mood right now.my brother pist the fuck outta me today.i went fuckin nutz on his ass, the only way to get him is to go postal on him.i hate this fuckin family..it needs sum fuckin disaplin! my parents need some parenting classes or my mom needs to not baby my brother.i cant take his shit anymore he's 19 and living at home with his dumb gf, with no job and living off my mom.i swear he doesnt care about me anymore:'( not to long ago him and his good friend got really drunk and his friend started grabing me and trying to make out with me i couldnt get loose cause i'm very small and not strong enough to push him off me.i swear if my mom wasnt home he'd prolly try and rape me:( it's sad how you cant feel safe in your own house..my brother saw him pulling me and he just didnt give a fuck and he knew i was trying to get away, thatx what hurts me badly that he doesnt care about me or what happens to me..i dont care if he says he was to wasted.it doesnt matter, at all actually.i could be drunk as fuck and defend what happens to me, that's bullshit! those 2 were the stupidest drunkasses eva.wtf?
i'm gauging my ears now..rachie convence me so what the hell hah my first holes are a 12 i'm only gonna gauge them to these plugs i want, there sprial and are all black there pimp cant wait heh.and i got my contacts awhile ago in the mail there black with a little yellow there called black wolf.thoze bitchez only cost me $35 i like them they scare people:)muahaha
Well last night was fun i went to the token lounge with brian and saw my friends band(forgotten future)and sum other band called kubricks message they were alright but forgotten future played really good:)guess there gettin the touch and are doing better.it was great seeing all my friends and shit.havent been to a metal show in awhile.jesskah and i started the miash pit heh my bum hurts real bad hah having zaks bigass knock me down everytime lol but he helped me up.it was fun playing tag miashing with jesskah heh she's my girl<3 her tallass bf billy lifted us up over his head and started spinning us around, around and around and then falling back on our asses gettin off lol guess that's what you get for being tiny heh then after the show went to brian's job and got us sum pizza heh he's got a pretty sweetass job lol well i'm done with thiz bitch ttyl foolz
i'm gauging my ears now..rachie convence me so what the hell hah my first holes are a 12 i'm only gonna gauge them to these plugs i want, there sprial and are all black there pimp cant wait heh.and i got my contacts awhile ago in the mail there black with a little yellow there called black wolf.thoze bitchez only cost me $35 i like them they scare people:)muahaha
Well last night was fun i went to the token lounge with brian and saw my friends band(forgotten future)and sum other band called kubricks message they were alright but forgotten future played really good:)guess there gettin the touch and are doing better.it was great seeing all my friends and shit.havent been to a metal show in awhile.jesskah and i started the miash pit heh my bum hurts real bad hah having zaks bigass knock me down everytime lol but he helped me up.it was fun playing tag miashing with jesskah heh she's my girl<3 her tallass bf billy lifted us up over his head and started spinning us around, around and around and then falling back on our asses gettin off lol guess that's what you get for being tiny heh then after the show went to brian's job and got us sum pizza heh he's got a pretty sweetass job lol well i'm done with thiz bitch ttyl foolz