Stuff, you know how it goes, i never stay on one topic.

May 13, 2006 13:50

okay so like... a symptom of anorexia nervosa is where you see your body image as being like massively bigger than it really is, right? along with weird eating habits or whatever. Well, i do have a terribly off body image and i usually won't eat unless food is placed in front of me, because i won't willingly go make food for myself. Is this just laziness and insecurity, or am i really anorexic? I obviously don't Look anorexic, though i have lots of weird thoughts about not eating and stuff. I'm guessing a person doesn't necessarily have to be bone thin to be considered anorexic.

The thing is i KNOW i'm not the only person who thinks like this. I mean, take Alina for example. She was so picky about exactly how many calories she took in and how much she burned off and was hardly ever satisfied with her body image--but she was never starving herself or constantly puking up her food... Take Any other girl as well. We all think we're fatter or uglier than we really are at some point in space and time, and we all have refrained from eating whether it be from sadness or from insecurity or from sheer loss of appetite. Does this make us all anorexic to some degree?

It really isn't accurate to assume that any random thin girl is anorexic, because the Real anorexic one could be her chubby friend calling Other skinny girls anorexic.

It's so weird! We think outward appearances can tell it all... even those of us who think we don't judge in fact do judge based on outward appearances. That's why you don't see people like ashleigh harms hanging out with chonger girls or vice versa, not that i have anything against ashleigh harms, but just an example, you know? She has no idea that maybe she could really have a deep connection with one of the chonger girls, because she automatically, outwardly, deems it impossible, and so does the chonger girl. I do it too, for the same reasons. I think people are also afraid that if they venture out of their comfortable cliques, they will find they are disliked....

I also have become increasingly bothered with freshmen people thinking they own the school...

I noticed today that Chick-fil-A does not sell IceCream in a cone, but IceDream in a cone.

Hm... as humans, i think we all kind of overrate ourselves and our intelligence. We can't be satisfied with just getting by and reproducing, we actually have to have some kind of Fun within our lifespan.
In making life easier to handle, we have also complicated it and created new problems for ourselves. 
Imagine how life was when having an indoor toilet was Luxurious....
Cell phones, iPods... they've all become such necessities in our daily lives...

That reminds me I have to send my iPod in so i can get a new one.

Sigh... I love being a part of Generation Y.

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