i feel terrible
so i now know who it was that routed through my binder and found the pot yesterday. it was that mental midget of a mother i have. she mostl likely didnt say anything to bernie though becasue she confronted me this moring when he was gone to work. although she did tell my grandfather because she wasnt sure what it was and he would know because he helps addicts deal with their addictions. which comes in y i feel terrible because he deals with druggies normally and it probly kills him inside now knowing that his grandson smokes pot. he hasnt talked to mom since she said this either. who knows what other family members may know but there definetly all really dissapointed if they dont hate me now. fucksakes i dont care what mom think but everyone else is a different story. o well today is looking up though now because the first week of second sememster is a 3 day week for me now. theres no school monday and im going to marconi instead of sa on firday. then i go to marconi again the next tuesday and miss school again. so thats bomb. well im chillen in protech and im now done the exam. my report card mark is an 85 but i might do the project that i never did in order to try to increase my mark who knows 85 is good enough though. but ya im gone peace out