well...
well...i dono why but im updating this...uhm..life basically sucks....tonight ive been told im nothing but a little shit and that loris "tired of this relationship" yeah..great...makes me one happy ass person...then i told her not 2 add 2 people on myspace which she did anyways, so i dont know whats going on...its like shes just trying to piss me off...i cant understand whats going on..i love her, but she makes it so hard sometimes...i was reading some of her old comments on myspace, and i found one sarah left her that about killed me.....anyways, this summer is gonna be awesome..im excited already..ill have my lisense, a car, and freedom..meaning no more sitting around the house doing nothing..and while loris in jamacia and myrtle beach..wait, i dont think ive told u this story...ok..well i was all excited about this summer cuz this years has been rough cuz we havnt seen each other at all, and she gets ungrounded..well i get my lisense so i figured i could hang out wiht her alot...well, she was going to jamacia, which im ok with, then she decides she wants to go to myrtle beach for a couple of days....im missing camp for her....4 grand down the drain so i can be here with her...i might still go i havnt decided..but she basically once again fucked me over....but oh well....and i swear if she does one stupid thing im going to kill her cuz im tired of all this stupid shit.....but anyways, this summer is gonna be awesome..ill never be home...ill probably be driving people around, which dosent bother me at all..i like the company, but im excited about it already....going to shows, watching movies, relaxing, hanging out with my brother and friends....tis gonna be AWESOME....well, im gonna get off here and sleep a little i guess..ill write in here l8r..peace