havnt been here ina while
well i havnt ventured this deep into the woods in a while, ive been doing the myspace thing, yeah im a loser......but anyway life isnt that bad now a days, me and lori are fighting alot because we cant see each other, i STILL havnt gotten my permit!! dear god, its sad.....if i would have read the book the first time i would already have 3 months under my belt, i was supposed to go for it friday but i forgot, our next day off im going for it though, i have a car now! well kinda, its a 92 carolla, eeww. but theres a toyota tacoma somewhere that we might get so i might get a truck after all, i hope its a manual though, its hard as shit to find a car with a stick. lori told me to download this song by david banner and she loves it but honestly its one of the worst songs ive ever heard, besides the whisper song, i hate most rap but this song is horrible, it makes me cry its so damn bad.... but anyways have u ever had like a big fight with someone then been in a horrible mood then the next day your SSOO in love with someone? i have!! its weird, me and lori talked our problems out and i have to become less of a hard ass about everything, but its weird all i wanna do is just hold her, i love her so damn much, i dono what ide do if i didnt have her, even though she has her flaws (we all do) shes still the most perfect girl in the world, and im lucky to have her, anyone who is with her is. she deserves better than me, but she stays with me, that makes me SO happy! shes so cute and so sweet it tears your heart out. man if i never loved anyone again except for her life would be grand. but ima hop off here and find some FOOD (my dinner last night was 2 bites of freezer burnt pizza and half a bag of popcorn, actually thats about all i ate.....) peace! oh,, check out my myspace account www.myspace.com/drugs_for_the_dying