Saturn in Aquarius //
Saturn -- taskmaster planet of the solar system -- an old sage whose teachings are sometimes dreaded, but are so necessary for our growth and our life structure. As he moves into Aquarius, he departs from the traditional and cold ways of Capricorn towards a much lighter and future-forward influence.
What does this mean? //
I was ill-informed, misguided, a fucking idiot. I left Club Mutts at the end of October for some shitty vet called The Gentle Doctor. It was essentially malpractice. Everyone was a Republican. I hated every moment of it. I begged Club Mutts to take me back; but then my stupid ass applied at Southview Animal Hospital down the street from our new apartment and took that instead.
Surprise, surprise. That was fucking awful, too.
Now I've returned to Club Mutts at reduced hours and pay // but I need this job in my life. I need the ability to be my own boss. Keep my own self accountable. I even told Kelsey about my life-long fantasy of a little coffee shop / book store, and asked if it could be part of Club Mutts' future (how? lolololo idk), and she didn't say no.
// Vet Med is horrible. I officially remove myself from it. (Rest in Peace, Malachai.)
// I am changing myself. I want my focus to be creation. Writing. Game Developing. (I can't do that if I come home crying and miserable every day.)
Let's compare.
Current status of NOTHING, NO NAME. My ... works?
Fret. = Done. Forgotten. Worthless to me now.
KH:JOT = Evolved. Improved. Now Dream State. I'd say 45% done, partially active.
Snow Can't Tell Time = Let's call this evolved. Improved. Recycled -- into So Bitter Lemon. 10% done. As active as my depression allows.
HP Fic = Evolved. Now Divide & Devour. 50-60% done? Slight hiatus.
XOXO = Off / on. 25-30% done.
Oh, Dear = Off / on. 15% done.
Fake Wings, Linitoga, 'mini-comics', all dead forever.
Beat x Mushookie, Jak x Kiky, Human Knuckles ... never began.
& Currently:
Dream State = this bad boy is sittin' pretty at approximately 75% done. More than partially active. I've made some nice (horrendous) illustrations, I've printed perfect pages and pasted them (and the drawings) into a lovely book/journal, and I think about, improve upon it frequently.
So Bitter Lemon = if only I could say the same about my magnum opus ... still 10% ... but hoping to change that with my new direction in life.
Divide & Devour = Still slight hiatus. The same as before, about 50-60% done. Eventually it will follow the same loving path that I've taken with Dream State.
Oh, Dear = slowly evolving into something I'm calling The Reaches. Sadly only about ... 8? 9% done? To see what I mean, check out wehavewoe.
XOXO = vastly evolved, improved. Shifted into interaction. Now a game; a visual novel, if you will. XOXO or: Sea, Swallow Me
Here's what I've been working on //
What does this mean? //
I was ill-informed, misguided, a fucking idiot. I left Club Mutts at the end of October for some shitty vet called The Gentle Doctor. It was essentially malpractice. Everyone was a Republican. I hated every moment of it. I begged Club Mutts to take me back; but then my stupid ass applied at Southview Animal Hospital down the street from our new apartment and took that instead.
Surprise, surprise. That was fucking awful, too.
Now I've returned to Club Mutts at reduced hours and pay // but I need this job in my life. I need the ability to be my own boss. Keep my own self accountable. I even told Kelsey about my life-long fantasy of a little coffee shop / book store, and asked if it could be part of Club Mutts' future (how? lolololo idk), and she didn't say no.
// Vet Med is horrible. I officially remove myself from it. (Rest in Peace, Malachai.)
// I am changing myself. I want my focus to be creation. Writing. Game Developing. (I can't do that if I come home crying and miserable every day.)
Let's compare.
Current status of NOTHING, NO NAME. My ... works?
Fret. = Done. Forgotten. Worthless to me now.
KH:JOT = Evolved. Improved. Now Dream State. I'd say 45% done, partially active.
Snow Can't Tell Time = Let's call this evolved. Improved. Recycled -- into So Bitter Lemon. 10% done. As active as my depression allows.
HP Fic = Evolved. Now Divide & Devour. 50-60% done? Slight hiatus.
XOXO = Off / on. 25-30% done.
Oh, Dear = Off / on. 15% done.
Fake Wings, Linitoga, 'mini-comics', all dead forever.
Beat x Mushookie, Jak x Kiky, Human Knuckles ... never began.
& Currently:
Dream State = this bad boy is sittin' pretty at approximately 75% done. More than partially active. I've made some nice (horrendous) illustrations, I've printed perfect pages and pasted them (and the drawings) into a lovely book/journal, and I think about, improve upon it frequently.
So Bitter Lemon = if only I could say the same about my magnum opus ... still 10% ... but hoping to change that with my new direction in life.
Divide & Devour = Still slight hiatus. The same as before, about 50-60% done. Eventually it will follow the same loving path that I've taken with Dream State.
Oh, Dear = slowly evolving into something I'm calling The Reaches. Sadly only about ... 8? 9% done? To see what I mean, check out wehavewoe.
XOXO = vastly evolved, improved. Shifted into interaction. Now a game; a visual novel, if you will. XOXO or: Sea, Swallow Me
Here's what I've been working on //