Why do you still love me? [4/6]
Title: Why do you still love me?
Author: MushNRice
Rating: NC-17
Fandom: SHINee
Pairing(s): Onew/Taemin, Jonghyun/Key
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Summary: Onew has a past that no one knows about. He's been like a robot; just living through his life without any emotions. Maybe if he appeared everything would change... Taemin is lost. Without his frame, the one who holds him up, he's just wandering around in life, just barely surviving.. By selling his body. Now smush them together with Jonghyun and Key, the two bumbly people who keep forgetting Taemin's name and tries to help Onew fix his life. Welcome, to the weird and wacky life of OnTae.
Onew paused for a moment, trying to think straight. Then as Taemin fell to the ground, he yelled out his name and rushing forward, picked him up and swung him towards the bedroom. Key followed after, with a bucket of cold water and a hankerchief.
Sighing, Jonghyun looked up at Minho.
"What now, Minho ah?"
"I don't know, hyung, I really don't know."
That was true, because all of them didn't know what was going to happen.
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Taemin was lost. Lost in a colorful world with Onew inside, coaxing him, asking him even begging him to come back. Come back for what? Candy? Taemin drifted slowly inside a cool pool of water, relaxed. Ignoring the broken pleas even. The water was too comforting to give up. Discoloured pictures flitted through his mind, all full of his happy times with Onew.. Feeding him, lying side by side with him, barbecuing, whispering to him...
Then, snap it was all gone.
Filled with all the faces of men and women that have been through his body, one by one. Those people that touched him, toyed with him, hurt him, shoved something up his ass, made him ride them...
They were there, they were touching him and they were real. Pain flitted through his mind, brief before agony.
You allowed them to touch you, strip you, have sex with you and now you're regretting? Please, Onew doesn't need some one like you. He needs a proper guy that can take care of him, not lean on him and cry all day long. Go back to your life under a rock, useless scu-.
Gasping, Taemin shot up and out, opening his eyes and willing the thoughts to go away. His eyes scanning around the room wildly, he saw Onew sleeping in a chair by the bed. Key, leaning on Jonghyun on the sofa by the corner, both asleep. Then the clock. 4'02am. Shuddering, he creeped out of bed and walked to the door, eyes glassy.
Escape. He needed to run. Get out of here before Onew woke up.
Staggering towards the door, he accidently rammed into a chair and fell, dazed into a heap on the floor. Immediately, the lights came on. Key stared down at him, hands on hips. Cowering, Taemin slowly got up to his feet and rubbed his face with tired hands. Sighing, Taemin slowly walked towards the door, ignoring Key.
"Yah, Lee Taemin. Let's go eat." Key called softly, silently walking back to Jonghyun before covering him with a blanket. Then going back to Taemin, he took his hand and slowly lead him out and into the dark kitchen, where Key switched on the lights and began to prepare breakfast.
"Lee Taemin, I really don't understand you." Key began softly, only to be interrupted by Taemin.
"He forced me too.. I couldn't say no.. If I said no he would've destroyed Onew.." The mumbles went on and on, all directed at the same thing but not clear. Key set down the pan and knelt in front of Taemin, gently taking his hands in his.
"Tell me."
And so Taemin began his story.
~
Author: MushNRice
Rating: NC-17
Fandom: SHINee
Pairing(s): Onew/Taemin, Jonghyun/Key
Disclaimer: Ctrl+Scroll to enlarge text.
Summary: Onew has a past that no one knows about. He's been like a robot; just living through his life without any emotions. Maybe if he appeared everything would change... Taemin is lost. Without his frame, the one who holds him up, he's just wandering around in life, just barely surviving.. By selling his body. Now smush them together with Jonghyun and Key, the two bumbly people who keep forgetting Taemin's name and tries to help Onew fix his life. Welcome, to the weird and wacky life of OnTae.
Onew paused for a moment, trying to think straight. Then as Taemin fell to the ground, he yelled out his name and rushing forward, picked him up and swung him towards the bedroom. Key followed after, with a bucket of cold water and a hankerchief.
Sighing, Jonghyun looked up at Minho.
"What now, Minho ah?"
"I don't know, hyung, I really don't know."
That was true, because all of them didn't know what was going to happen.
~
Taemin was lost. Lost in a colorful world with Onew inside, coaxing him, asking him even begging him to come back. Come back for what? Candy? Taemin drifted slowly inside a cool pool of water, relaxed. Ignoring the broken pleas even. The water was too comforting to give up. Discoloured pictures flitted through his mind, all full of his happy times with Onew.. Feeding him, lying side by side with him, barbecuing, whispering to him...
Then, snap it was all gone.
Filled with all the faces of men and women that have been through his body, one by one. Those people that touched him, toyed with him, hurt him, shoved something up his ass, made him ride them...
They were there, they were touching him and they were real. Pain flitted through his mind, brief before agony.
You allowed them to touch you, strip you, have sex with you and now you're regretting? Please, Onew doesn't need some one like you. He needs a proper guy that can take care of him, not lean on him and cry all day long. Go back to your life under a rock, useless scu-.
Gasping, Taemin shot up and out, opening his eyes and willing the thoughts to go away. His eyes scanning around the room wildly, he saw Onew sleeping in a chair by the bed. Key, leaning on Jonghyun on the sofa by the corner, both asleep. Then the clock. 4'02am. Shuddering, he creeped out of bed and walked to the door, eyes glassy.
Escape. He needed to run. Get out of here before Onew woke up.
Staggering towards the door, he accidently rammed into a chair and fell, dazed into a heap on the floor. Immediately, the lights came on. Key stared down at him, hands on hips. Cowering, Taemin slowly got up to his feet and rubbed his face with tired hands. Sighing, Taemin slowly walked towards the door, ignoring Key.
"Yah, Lee Taemin. Let's go eat." Key called softly, silently walking back to Jonghyun before covering him with a blanket. Then going back to Taemin, he took his hand and slowly lead him out and into the dark kitchen, where Key switched on the lights and began to prepare breakfast.
"Lee Taemin, I really don't understand you." Key began softly, only to be interrupted by Taemin.
"He forced me too.. I couldn't say no.. If I said no he would've destroyed Onew.." The mumbles went on and on, all directed at the same thing but not clear. Key set down the pan and knelt in front of Taemin, gently taking his hands in his.
"Tell me."
And so Taemin began his story.
~